The beginning of the year has started out as a bang, but not a good one. I have been unusually crabby. Not a joy to be with, and have taken it out on those closest to me. Hmmmm, wonder why? If you have been following my blog, you understand why.
I am honestly at the point that I want to force gaity rather than impose anymore on friends and family.
Regarding the job front, someone suggested I start a paper route. I can see myself up at 3 AM and bundling papers. But hey, it's a job, right?
My mother once told me, "it's not what you were, but what you are today that counts."
Nobody cares how many advertising agencies I worked for, how many awards I have won in Real Estate and Marketing, or how many major shopping centers for which I was employed as Marketing Director. It's what is happening right now that people will evaluate.
In that case, there isn't much to boast about.
But I can be happy for my friends' success stories. Hearing all the holiday tales from family and friends does warm my heart.
As far as I'm concerned, I am calling the Paranormal team to exorcise me and the little black cloud following me around.